With the sound of the ocean crashing,
7:30 Friday evening,
Everything comes tumbling down

I choke back each tear that bleeds,
I'd rather rest forever in your arms
I'd rather stay here, than go,
But I know that I should leave

As I sit here helpless

(Don't go) You said you wouldn't, You said you wouldn't
(Don't go) You said you wouldn't, You said you couldn't
(Don't go) You said you wouldn't, You said you wouldn't
(Don't go) You said you wouldn't, You said you couldn't

I think of our time together,
Is it faded, or am I dreaming?
Everything you said lives on
I cherish our memory
I wanna kiss your tears away tonight
It's hard to give up the one you never thought you'd leave

Don't go
Don't go
Your eyes see through my soul
Don't go
Don't go
You say, as I walk out your door

With the sound of the ocean crashing,
7:30 Friday evening,
Everything comes tumbling down

hey, i doubt you even read this blog now. anyway, i think i'm just gonna blog here cause it kinda seems like i'm talking to you and i'm trying not to talk as much, to make this easier for both of us. i cried during fencing camp today, i really felt so empty inside and i felt so alone. but don't worry no one saw so it was pretty much okay. but then when i stepped into my room i started crying again, uncontrollably. everything reminds me of you. i saw the halfeaten pushpop that you bought for me, stuff you drew on my whiteboard, the drawer with all the letters you wrote to me inside and the list goes on. yeah. i'm not gonna tell you all these cause it's just gonna upset you even more. and much as i want to get back together with you, i'm not gonna say anything cause i know how hard it is for you already. i'm gonna be okay so don't worry about me. don't blame yourself for anything, nothing's your fault. i just hope you don't regret getting together with me. if you do, just tell me. and when you don't like me anymore just tell me. don't care about how i feel. it really isn't that important, or that big a deal. i just want you to be okay. as long as you are happy, i will be. if you find some guy you really like and you know he's gonna make you happy, i'm gonna be really happy for you. don't worry about me being jealous or whatever shit. i just need to know you're okay and someone's there to take care of you. yup. that's all. take care yeah :)

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